Censor! that's the word i was looking for earlier when I was writing my first blog.
Due to some misinterpretations I had an inkling of a want to censor my words. Perhaps not write the things that I write about. I talked this over w/ Susan and she said 'heck no! you write what you want to write. That's part of you. It's no dif than sensoring your tattoos which would be crazy."

So while I may still watch my words around certain folks I will not censor my words. My words are what I use for catharsis - for emotional peace - for the times I need to talk and can't seem to make my voice work.

I'm tapped - that's all I've got.

Sincerely, Me